04 September 2009

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this is not a time to be blogging. but i haven't blogged for 2 days, the computer was calling for me. so i succumbed to it. i'm sorry, i'm a such weak human. :) and i'm proud of it. my mind is floating now. not sure if i've had studied enough. maybe i should input more and output less. ever since last friday. i've been thinking about him..

wanna know who? ;)

阿信 lah! who else did you think i was talking about? haha.. if you have never met your idol, they will just be your idol forever because you never met them and they never met you. BUT once you meet your idol or in my case, (see 阿信 in person) it feels like there really is a 阿信.. i feel so heart broken.. ;'( coz he was so near, yet so far!

but, idols should just be idols forever.. unless you actually get to talk and know them better to be considered your friends, they should just be in the spotlight being idolized by everyone, like you and me. :D that's fair enough for me. but God said there should be no other idols before him. so i have to be a good girl and only idolize God. :) haha.. if i were able to meet Jesus, i wonder if he's good-looking.. they never told us that at Sunday School.. lol..

but Jesus would be incomparable to us, mere humans.. not even the angels can surpass him. i mentioned angels for a reason.. :) during the concert last Friday, i was seated on the left hand of the hall from the stage.. the angle i was seated at was exactly in the eye of a damn spotlight on the stage floor. it was bright, almost blinding me.. so, during one of the songs, 阿信 was standing directly in front of that spotlight..

you can work out the image that i saw if you have attended your primary school science class. what happens when you put an object in front of a torchlight? at that instant he looked like an angel. coz of the light around him. i'm serious, he looked so cool. if anybody had captured that photo, they would be so lucky.. i wish i could have taken that photo.. oh well, at least i have that imprinted into my mind.. forever, i hope..