scratch that.. i'm
i'm NOT.
because i'm so dead tired. not going to force myself anymore.
because sooner or later i may collapse.
and it may be too late to do anything.
please don't make me do things against my will, no matter what kind of look i give you.
i say things that i don't mean.
i find it hard to speak my mind.
just accept me for who i am because it's hard to change.
expressions are complicated things.
i don't understand them.
today's a public holiday today. going to rot at home today.
maybe tomorrow i will bring back a surprise.
going to buy that with my own salary.
going to practise alot from now on.