the importance of

having a face.

an unblemished face that is.

it's the hard way or the easy way..

or maybe the no way..

i want to start changing myself.

because if i can conquer that, i can conquer anything.

perhaps all this time i had failed because of my will..

the will to carry on..

There's a hero,
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid of what you are,
There's an answer,
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know will melt away.

And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive,
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.

It's a long road,
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold,
You can find love,
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt will disappear.


Lord knows,
Dreams are hard to follow,
But don't let anyone tear them away,
Hold on,
There will be tomorrow,
In time you'll find the way.

~ There's A Hero - Mariah Carey

I want to change myself a step at a time, until I reach the point where I am contented.

I want to prove to myself that I am better than who I am now in the near future.

I want to be able to live life with contentment because it is better than having all the riches in the world.

I want to be able to live my life in a purposeful way that is pleasing to Him.

Help me Lord.

Amen.