is it ok to feel a little emo?
even if it's the festive season when we should be all smiles and everything else happy?
my third uncle came to my house for visit just now.
i'm so bad at making small talk with my cousins...
so i just sat at the table with the elders eating peanuts.
my uncle asked me if i wanted to continue to Uni after i graduate from poly but i said idk yet.
so he said it's better to continue on, so that i can get a cert.
and unlike boys, girls should study hard to ... get a stable job.
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i'm still confused and unsure of the next path i should take.
though i was "consoled" by my dad that it would be alright to continue on to Uni,
because financially we're o-k.
but suddenly, i think, the point is not the money.
it's the heart.
damn, all those
sorry, don't mean to pick on any of disney's shows...
i love disney!
honest~
^o^
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mood is random here, so i'll just hear OOR and other bands...
mood's bad as well since tumblr's server is down...
arghh!!!!!
ANSWER IS NEAR - ONE OK ROCK
Not easy to live in the now
It’s not just a matter of having fun either
The me of tomorrow and the day after
No matter what happens, will take responsibility? Somehow
(Are you seeing it, you and me)
Come on! Come on! You hear me?
Everybody, Hello! Hello!
Hey more
Words and feelings strongly hoard them in my heart Get out of the way
Stand up! Right now! Let’s draw the far way future yeah
You stand here alive
The answer is inside of me!!
Liar - ONE OK ROCK
Must be a dream I see
It's like deja vu again
Trying so hard to know inside of you
Staring your eyes to feel
Wishing to break through to you, but it's a hopeless dream
So cold
You're beside me, smiling...
Hey Liar, Hey Liar
This and everything is a lie
Enough already
I'm tired, so tired
What do you think of living without me?
this is for every time that i get mad at some thing/one.
really feeling this song...
~i'm just too tired to care what the liar says.~
i got used to Tatsuya (NICO) so when i watch OOR videos i find TAKA "normal"
lol... this reminds me, i haven't watched te wo tatake mv yet!
PICTURES - Pay money To my Pain (PTP)
Endless pain I've had enough
If only just for now can't I have it all
but in the end it defeated me
why do I let my past laugh at me
I've been dreaming and I've been drawing what I saw
but time waits up for no one
that's why we are living in a picture
because i still love English overall.
oshakashama - RADWIMPS
Mankind are born foolish, and they are to die foolish.
Then it's just pointless to use our mind!
Well, let's just look forward to ourselves in the next world.
Hey wait, what about ourselves in this world!
Come, let's be reckless! And then thoughtless!
Combine them together and let's make a mess!
Come, here's a veil, and here's a mask.
Wear them both and let's turn everything obscure.
i don't care if i blogged this before.
this song always remains in some part of my mind...
always..
te wo tatake - NICO touches the walls (Lismo CM)
this is the closest i can get of the mv on yt..
must go search for the full mv...
right now... mood's abit better..
shall head off first.....
be back again soon!
i can hear the sounds of the dragon dance ensemble...