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| Chie Satonaka |
she didn't come with a stand since she's in a sitting position
i got unlucky with the haikyuu gashapon though
so many doubles!~
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| bakemono / Monster mv |
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| looking so solemn |
haha
lovely friends gave me a watch for my birthday!
such a good timing and it's really simple but still nice!
not going to change it anyway
though i think my wrist is small but i think the size of the watch face is still fitting
:)
many lovely people around, makes me want to be happier, truly
because i know i'm quite a wet blanket at times and it can be annoying even if no one ever complains
just had a random thought one day and it really stuck in my mind for the past weeks
seeing my friends who are attached and experiencing what "being in a relationship" status is
i thought, when would it be my turn?
and then this thought... would i be the one to experience it only until i start to love myself?
because i have a really quite a lot of self-depreciating thoughts and moments and it comes out in short outbursts at times
if i were to look at myself from the third party POV i would feel like i'm very low
最低 = saitei
reading this word in mandarin is very obvious in meaning
i can't fall in love until i start loving myself
which in some sense, makes me need to start treating myself with some kindness
some people have said the word "slave driver", kind of think that suits me
but do i really want this term to define me?
would it mean i have no life and make others suffer
ok, that's alot of thoughts but yeah, that's the limit i shall go
maybe i'll bring up better topics to open here next time
receiving letters have a special meaning to me.
just goes to show i'm quite a bookish person