lately as time passes, i realized how much i've taken for granted.
whenever people mention about appreciating the small things in life, i can't really understand or even had an idea of the experience to do it.
just looking back today and the other moments that i see my parents and their siblings talking i am happy and content just sitting there listening to them.
even though i have no courage (?) or have yet to try learning the dialect i can understand basic stuff they were talking about.
most of the adults around me have always said that i was a quiet child from the start.
i don't think any of that has changed.
probably physically and mentally some small changes, but i do hope that the changes that were made were for the best interest.
the small things to remember which are the shape of happiness.
the smiles and the laughter.
or just having a meal with the loved ones around.
i think it is the best and simplest thing.
at times like this it is easy to forget about the bad times and just keep the good times.
but its too easy for bad memories to surface and i get depressed
in those periods, i wonder why its harder to remember about the good times.
as the CNY approaches, positive vibes are always spread about.
i have to always remember and appreciate the ones around me and be in the present.
because nothing lasts forever and we have to treasure the current now.