everything goes back to point 0 from here onwards.
i've got to pick myself up and get on with life.
if old friends were not meant to be by my side, that should signify that new ones will come.
it's just the fear that's holding me back.
but is it the fear of Man or fear of the Lord?
if it's the latter, i should not be afraid because He's with me.
The Lord is My Shepard, I shall not want.