it's bright and shiny today, unlike me.
i'm not exactly feeling that way today.
i am starting to worry for the coming days of my new life.
it drives me mad, and i'm pissed that i can't control it.
things are not going well.
things were bad for the past few days.
:(
communication problems, anger management problems, all sorts of problems this world can create.
if He were to flood this whole wide world once more, i know i wouldn't be able to save myself, not even my loved ones.
the sun outside is burning...
burning my eyes, my heart and my heart...
i wish it would just burn me up till there is nothing left.